15 Flamerule 1371
Somewhere within the Wealdath
I find myself wondering more often now whether it is the forest that is changing, or whether it is simply the people who walk beneath its boughs.
Every patrol reveals something new. Another body. Another careless camp. Another stranger who believes these woods exist for their purpose alone. Another trail littered with hides stripped from wolves and left to rot. Another miner gouging stone from the earth only to cast it to the ground. Another pile of parchment tucked beneath a stack of stones by some irresponsible human who believes the forest needs reminders that he was there.
Every season I think I have witnessed the lowest point to which we may sink. Every season I am proven wrong.
Grimbark himself now walks where I have never before seen him tread. We fought him within Chantar'elle, where the dense trees denied him the freedom to hurl boulders and forced him to chase us through twisting paths. We wounded him more severely than I have ever witnessed before, only to watch him retreat into the Forest Spring. There, black tendrils gathered around him, and within moments every wound had vanished. We had uncovered another piece of the mystery, but only another piece. The Scar still keeps its secrets.
The spiders grow bolder. The meenlocks wander farther west. Bugbear warbands gather in greater numbers. Trolls wander closer to us more frequently. In all the rituals the Conclave has claimed have been successful, the dangers of the Wealdath do not diminish... they gather greater. Yet it is not Grimbark that troubles my thoughts. Nor the Scar. Nor the trolls.
It is those we have chosen to welcome beneath our boughs.
I remember when the path to Y'Tellarien was known only to a precious few. I remember when those who stumbled upon our realm by accident were guided back to the road without delay. I remember when a sworn druid named Mosshand sought to lead companions from Murann into the Wealdath to investigate the Scar. When word reached the Circle, it was not only the elves who answered. The Conclave itself raised the alarm. More than a dozen elves mobilized immediately. We intercepted Mosshand and his companions before they ever entered the forest and turned them back.
No one questioned why. No one argued that we should simply trust them. No one claimed we were ruled by fear. It was understood the Wealdath was our responsibility. Those boundaries existed for a reason.
Now...? The path commonly known. The Circle has become a place where any traveler may stay for any length of time, for any reason. Muranni Guilds come and go at their leisure. Merchants bring wares to trade openly. Adventurers from the stone city stop in to resupply or sell their spoils. The oath that once separated sworn guardians from visitors has become little more than hand-wave. If every stranger is welcomed as readily as the ones who pledged blood and spirit to join our stewardship of this forest, then what meaning remains in the oath itself? Why even join the Conclave?
Not long ago I encountered a man bearing the insignia of the Alchemist Guild of Murann deep within the Wealdath. He was not gathering what he needed. He was stripping entire stretches of forest bare, harvesting every herb he could find and leaving nothing behind.
I ordered him to depart. He refused.
He stood behind layers of visible arcane wards, protected from nearly any immediate harm. It was plain to see that a handful of arrows would not kill him. I loosed them regardless, not to slay him, but to compel his retreat. He cast me to the ground with his magic, cloaked himself in invisibility, abandoned his familiar to delay me, and fled. He escaped with scarcely a wound. I believed I had fulfilled the duty expected of an Archer of Y'Tellarien. A trespasser abusing the forest had refused to depart and had been driven from the forest.
Hours later I found Chantar'elle transformed into something I scarcely recognized. Badgers. Otters. Deer. Young fauns. Owls. Creatures that flee from travelers rather than threaten them. They lay butchered across the forest floor. Many had been skinned while still alive. Trees had been ringed so they would slowly die. This was not hunting. This was not survival. This was cruelty for cruelty's sake.
I found Otharion soon after. He had witnessed a company of six men from Murann committing these atrocities. Among them was a man matching the very same Alchemist Guild member I had driven from the forest earlier that day. Together we did what little we could. Otharion healed the wounded trees. I buried every forest creature we could find. We restored what dignity we were able before he returned to alert the Circle while I remained upon patrol.
The following morning every grave had been opened. Every body unearthed. Every tree Otharion had healed had been ringed anew. And many more trees had been ringed the same manner, intentional death. And then many more innocent creatures had been slaughtered. The destruction had not merely returned. It had multiplied. Everything we had restored had been desecrated once more, and beyond it lay fresh cruelty surpassing even the horrors of the day before. And then the slurs. "Hrast Elves!" "Hrast Keila!" I need not imagine the message they intended. Their actions spoke plainly enough:
Resistance will be answered with desecration. Defend the forest? And the forest itself shall be made to suffer.
That is the character of those the Conclave has recruited as our allies.
Then came the summons. Return to answer before the Ancients... Or face permanent exile. Perhaps they are right to demand an accounting of my arrows. I have never sought to hide my actions. But I cannot silence the question that has settled heavily upon my heart.
Why is the first summons for me? Not for those who butchered the forest. Not for those who sought to kill the trees. Not for those who answered restraint with atrocity. For me. What lesson does that teach? That the elf who defends the forest must answer before those who despoil it? That preserving harmony with Murann now outweighs preserving the sanctity of the Wealdath? If so, then something precious has been lost.
I have never doubted Mourieth. She remains the greatest warrior our people possess, and the strongest voice of the Cir'thowe still living. There is none whose courage I question less. When she swore herself to the Conclave this past season, I believed, as she surely hoped, that her presence would strengthen the Partnership and mend the growing divide between Y'Tellarien and the Circle. Yet the opposite has come to pass. I do not see the Conclave bending toward Y'Tellarien. I see Y'Tellarien bending toward the Conclave. Once, the Circle stood beneath the Mother Tree because the elves welcomed a handful of trusted allies into our home. Now it too often feels as though the elves themselves must justify defending that home whenever outsiders object. I still respect many within the Circle. I respect their wisdom. I respect their devotion. I respect the years they have spent healing the land. But respect is not the same as authority. More and more often, the decisions concerning who may walk our woods, who may remain beneath our boughs, and what risks may be taken within the Wealdath no longer seem guided by the elves of Y'Tellarien. Instead, they are shaped by the Concalve. We have slowly surrendered what our ancestors never intended us to yield.
Some will say my arrows caused what followed. I reject that. My arrows did not invite that alchemist beneath our canopy. My arrows did not teach him he was welcome to wander wherever he pleased. My arrows did not convince him the Wealdath was a place where he could strip the forest bare without consequence. Those decisions were made long before I ever drew my bow. This man of the Alchemist Guild did not create my distrust. He justified it. His actions have demonstrated the folly of mistaking political partnerships for earned trust. We have abandoned a small fellowship of sworn and accountable guardians in favor of broad alliances built upon hope and diplomacy. We were told this would strengthen the Wealdath.
Instead, it has brought beneath our boughs those willing to answer resistance with spite and cruelty. The lesson before us is not that one man proved faithless. The lesson is that we have adopted a policy that asks us to trust strangers before they have earned that trust.
They may strip me of rank. They may strip me of title. They may strip me of my place beneath the Mother Tree. They cannot strip me of my duty. So long as I draw breath, I remain what I have always been. A guardian of the Wealdath.
The forest does not ask whether I am welcomed by councils or elders.
It asks only whether I will stand for it when others will not.
My answer remains unchanged.
Keila of the Wealdath.
